tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3184990032979540229.post6466976011713790505..comments2023-10-25T09:49:43.089+01:00Comments on BEN'S PRISON BLOG - Lifer On The Loose: 4.prisonerbenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14923205052778958118noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3184990032979540229.post-41671157302068603272011-03-09T16:01:23.424+00:002011-03-09T16:01:23.424+00:00Oh wow Ben this is so masterfully complicated, I h...Oh wow Ben this is so masterfully complicated, I hope that I may be of some help in unraveling one or two things with you.<br /><br />You cite seeing and detesting 'abuses of power' as flowing from the reaction to your crime, this may be as you said, but there are many of us who are like this and it is simply in the blood. Who knows you could have been born rebellious but maybe there were some things in your life that antagonised you so much that it culminated in a childhood killing.<br /><br />You do do good things now, so don't worry so much about future, although all of us should always be vigilant about making a positive contribution to life at all times possible. We should always do our best.<br /><br />You need to let go of trying to understand all the time, that will happen naturally. Give yourself a break, let your heart feel some love towards others and towards yourself. <br /><br />If you find that hard to do, you could try to love God (however you see him/her) first and then let it flow.<br /><br />You know that there are many of us who care about you, forgiveness and love is here.Sophie Jhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04336695401529252201noreply@blogger.com